Friday, June 10, 2011

Growing Up

I am officially a senior. One more year of school left before I am a graduate ready to begin college. It is so surreal, a bit of my senior friends are gone now. Some I most likely will not see again, others I may run into here and there. Sad, but it’s reality. I have decided that this summer I am buying a journal strictly for entries over this summer and senior year. Pictures will be put in it as well. I figured it would be a fun project to do that was not too complicated.

My internet service has been cut for right now, so I’ll be updating when I can. This summer I have homework to complete during June, July, and the beginning of August for AP Literature, AP Psychology, and summer Government. Most of it isn’t too bad, but there are so many books I am required to read for AP Lit. but I am looking forward to it. I love to read, and I have been meaning to catch up on reading my classics. It is also an excuse to do some major book shopping in the next few weeks. I’m on my music spree right now too. I have not added any new songs to my iTunes in such a long while. It’s actually quite upsetting, hah.

I’ve been thinking about college often, lately. My dream of Columbia still stands, but being realistic, I’m starting to really like the idea of Duke. North Carolina? Hmm, it’s one of the places I have always wanted to go to. Maybe it could work out. Or maybe I will just chose Huntington. That’s where my best friend will be. I’m not afraid to leave home... I’m just not ready to leave her yet. I’m not sure what I would do without her. I think about this all the time. It upsets me—I use to be so sure of what I wanted and where I wanted to go. Now I am confused and nervous that I will make the wrong choice.