Happy Birthday to me today:]
This isn't really an actual post. I'm just here to write for a few minutes about my plans today. My best friend and I are going to the movies today to see Unstoppable, I hear it's really good. After that we're going out to eat then my other friend has organized a big party at her house for me once she gets back into town around 6ish. Woo! Fun fun night I'm looking forward to.
Hope you all have a lovely day.
Until Next Tim,
-LG.
The other day while I was at work, I'm not sure if it was Tuesday or Wednesday, one of my friends and I were standing around talking.(Actually doing your job while at work is overrated xD) But boredom had taken over and neither of us were in that great of moods; I had had a terrible week previously, as did I this week.So our topics of discussion were slightly twisted in a crazy/sick kind of way--Sadistic. Heh. Whatever. Like one of my co-workers/friends and I talked about how we always hope that our manager will get hit by a buss and die, and that we will laugh if it would ever happen. ..Don't get this terrible idea of me though. I'm not really sadistic or that horrible. The manager is just t h a t mean. She's a total bitch.
But anyways, back to the first friend. We got into the topic of suicide. She asked me if I had ever thought about actually committing suicide before. That is a serious question that I had to actually think about. Im sure everyone has at least wondered what it would be like if they would just disappear. 'Cause you know, we all have those depressing times in our lives, right? But to actually commit suicide.. that's something big.
I thought about it and decided that there had been times where I thought about doing it, but then the next day I would go to church and get preached to. I would feel bad about even considering the idea in the first place because I do believe in God and I believe Jesus Christ is my savior. And you know, I don't want to go to hell, heh. I just have some really bad depression ruts that I fall into often.
Don't get me wrong though, besides not working and talking about suicide, we actually do other things at work. An example would be: Harass the new workers, haha. jk... :P Nah.. we do screw around quite a bit though. My work friends are so different from my normal 'circle of friends' at school and who I have grown up with. I love them muy muchas♥(:!
This post was slightly pointless, but I thought I would share it since I haven't posted anything in a few days anyways. ..
Oh.. Anyone with suicidal problems, or self injury, or addiction look up To Write Love On Her Arms,I love it so much. It's a great organization to present hope for people with those problems. I have a bracelet that says To Write Love On Her Arms. I wear it e v e r y d a y. Of course, I bought it from HOT TOPIC:D And I'm pretty sure tomorrow is National 'Write Love On Her Arms' day.So don't forget to write 'Love' on your arm(s) tomorrow in support of anyone you know who is suicidal, a cutter, has a drug addiction, an alcoholic,or uses/does any other self-injury tactic. Do it for yourself.
Until Next Time,
-Lonely Girl.
I spent the night with my best friend yesterday :) we stayed up until 4ish in the morning making Puppy Chow. [If you have never had it, you are seriously deprived.] Make it some time ;) But after staying up so late, we had to get up early for church. yaaaay. I think I just might die from sleep deprivation--My God :\ ..
Buut today we're going Laser Tagging :DD I'm not into that kind of thing much, but it's an escape from my home and I'll be with my friends, so what the hell? Ha. Right now we're at McDonald's using the internet and drinking Hi-C Orange while waiting for it to be 3pm. It is relaxing, not having to care about anything at the moment. My mind keeps reminding me there is school tomorrow. ..Awesome. I'm a Junior. After this, I'll have one more year to go. I've made it this far, I can keep going, heh.
It's quite chilly out today. The atmosphere all around makes me want to have a typical 'Lazy Sunday' and curl up in my bed with my down comforter and watch movies with a cup of hot mocha and my weimaraner lying next to me. Mmm; Lovely idea if I said so myself.
Until next time,
-Lonely Girl.
I live with my mom. She's a single mother and I have a younger brother. Life tends to be challenging, but we try our best to pull through as much as we can. My name will go unknown. Here is where I want to be able to escape from whatever and say anything I feel without being criticized because no one on here knows me. At least they won't know whether they do or not. The beauty of an anonymous identity.
You can just call me Lonely Girl or LG. I go with either.
I am an aspiring writer. I plan to major in Writing and minor in English. My absolute dream is to become a New York Times' Bestselling Author ..heh. We'll see how that dream pans out over the next few years. I haven't even graduated high school yet. I have written various poems and short stories. I also have roughly around 5 novels I'm working on at the moment. I have random sticky notes with different story lines and plots, character names, alternate endings, and quotes written all over them. it's insanity. I love it.
Music. I cannot live without it. I take my iPod e v e r y w h e r e with me.♥. There are 2,500+ songs on my iPod. New additions are added very often. At times I'll go on a all out 'new music spree' and add 60-70+ songs in one night. It's slightly pathetic. It's me<3(:
My closest best friend is the most amazing girl in the world. We have our moments when we fight and stop talking, but that lasts for like a day. But I wouldn't trade her for anyone in the world.[not even the yummy, hot UK boys with their english accents♥♥ or Ed Westick *melts*..]
I L0V3 Twilight and the entire series, but it;s popularity has blown up and tons of stupid people love it just for the movies and actors who portray the characters.. like Tay*gags*lor Lau*gags* ..you know who I mean. I honestly do not see anything that's so great about him that those other mindless girls do. Ugh. If you say you love Twilight, at least appreciate the story line and how beautifully Stephenie Meyer wrote the book(s). But ever since Twilight came out, there has been a HUGE Vampire craze. It has made me shy away from Twilight a bit, though I still love it nonetheless. Annnnd we can not forget The Vampire Diaries. I haven't read the books, but I do love the TV show.
My mother thinks that I have a mild case of OCD. I'm a huge perfectionist and strive for praise. Not an attention seeker, though. No. Those I hate. I like to be right.. heh. I'm an introvert and I hardly talk outside my group of friends. My hair is colored black, though I am a natural brunette. [Edward Cullen prefers brunettes btw♥] but I love my hair black. My favorite color to have painted on my nails is either black or silver. I always have to have my eyeliner and mascara. And I love my Breaking Benjamin shirt and Saosin shirt. I purchased them both from Hot Topic. Great store right there. If you haven't shopped there before.. you have a sad life.
This is all I can really think of right now, plus it's 3:29AM and I'm exhausted.
Until next time,
-LG
