Saturday, January 29, 2011

Behind The Facade

At school; Around friends:
Crazy-fun personality,
Smiley,
Slightly hyper,
Always has a witty comeback.
I am who I would like to be.


Alone; By myself:
Quiet.
Unsure.
Happy? Not quite.
Empty, Alone is what I feel inside.


The music is my escape.


Why do I feel this way?
Almost like a depression sometimes.
I feel like I want to cry,
Even though I really don't know why.


I feel alone.
When friends ask, I retreat back.
I don't know if I want help,
I think I'd prefer to weather it alone.
Suffer in silence
Is my kind of type, you know?


I go to sleep, to start a new day.
The pattern repeats.
I pick out the mask,
That I'll wear that day.

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