Why?

How much more can I take before I break? 

Everything has just been too much over this break. I do not understand why I am subject to every bad thing that could possibly happen right now. I feel like I am suffocating and failing and can never amount to anything good again. It is a horrible feeling. 

My Grandmother's days are possibly numbered.

I feel like my best friend is slipping through my fingers.

My car was hit. I don't have insurance. I don't have ANY money.

I unknowingly committed insurance fraud and have to deal with the aftermath of that. I'm so scared.

My classes for my second semester of college starts this Monday, so I have to go back to campus which is two hours away from my home while all of this is going on. I hope to God that I don't go to jail. This can either play out as a misdemeanor or a felony. I am very inexperienced and clueless about all of this, so I really have no idea what is to happen. Please pray.

My brother was hurt at wrestling practice and did worse than break his foot. He had surgery last Friday and will be casted until April.

My mom's unemployment ran out in December and her knees are much worse. She can hardly walk through Wal-Mart to grocery shop. How the hell is she going to be able to work a legit job to earn enough to support her family?

I'm taking many more credit hours this semester than last. It makes me nervous, but I may be able to do it.

They guy I really like may possibly like my best friend. Awesome.

I've just felt that depression has overcome me this Christmas break. I literally just lay in bed all day.

I don't know what else I can do. 

I'm drowning.
I'm losing.
I'm tired of trying,