My week has been horrid. I would not mind sitting in a dark corner and going unnoticed to the outside world for a while. I kind of had hoped to talk to my best friend about it, which is big on account that she always has to drag everything out of me when there is something wrong, but guess what? She was not able to talk because she was out of town. Out of town seeing a movie and going out to eat with my other best friend and close friend.
I'm not really upset that they went without me because I had to work, and who am I to get upset because I was not included in one plan. Also, it's not their fault I was scheduled to work 4-11pm after school. It would have just been nice for them to tell me instead of trying to keep it from me so they would not 'hurt my feelings.' My feelings are hurt though, and I feel quite left out. Lately, I have had no life outside of school and work. I hate having to work all the time. I want to be an actual teenager for once...or at least more often than the small chances I actually do get. :/
I don't know. It is just a sad Friday. And I just need someone to talk to..I need my best friend to talk to :'(
...Lonely Girl.
Oh gosh I know the feeling all too well, especially as of lately. I'd go on to describe certain things that have irked me recently, but I'm not here to rant to you. I'm here right now to say that even if people that you do not know aren't around, you have at least one follower who will be glad to here whatever you have to say. Keep on going! Something good will happen.
ReplyDeleteAnd as I seem to recall you saying you're a Christian, would you mind me recommending my favorite Bible verse? It's Psalm 34:18. It has helped me through many a struggle.
She's so right. I've been through the same countless times; there's just people out there just like you and me who have more responsibilities than the people who are in our circle, and though it seems like that's how it's always going to be, trust me it will get better :)
ReplyDeleteThank you so much ladies♥.
ReplyDeleteI do hope that it does get better..
And thank you for the verse, I looked it up, wrote it down, and stuck it to my desk(:
:)
ReplyDeleteI felt like replying but I coun't think of anything to say, and just posting ":)" seemed like I was wasting pixels and your time, so I'm continuing to write a pointless comment...
-Sister in Christ! :D
(yeah still kinda pointless)