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Empty. This word, so small, but it's effect is so powerful. At times I feel so empty and alone that it is almost crippling. I am surrounded by friends and family and things I love, but I cannot help but feel completely and absolutely alone in this world.

I have really been thinking about this lately. I fall into these depression episodes and just sit in my room all alone, listening to my iPod--my playlist filled with sad/depressing songs blaring through my headphones. I could be in these moods for days at a time for no reason. I cut myself off from any outside contact except for maybe my most best friend. 


This is just part of my personality: I would like to think of it in that way.. but it is weird and I can't help but think, "What's wrong with me?" Why do I have to be so weird and different at times..?


I hear all the time: Cutters are weak. ..At times I feel weak and want to succumb to the thoughts urging me to do so... but am I really weak?

Until Next Time,

-Lonely Girl.